Why it's called what it's called...

Not All Is Lost is sort of a play on words. First of all, my husband and I divorced this year and he left me and my daughters for another woman. I believe part of this was because he could not handle my mental illness - I have bipolar disorder exacerbated by postpartum depression. I am still battling deep, dark depression every single day and it is a battle. It's the hardest fight I've ever been in and I'm barely winning. I often feel like I've lost everything... my husband, my mind, faith... but my weight is an ever present reminder that not all is lost... and hopefully neither is hope.